1. |
footshot.gif
03:49
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bloody feet drug
all across the floor
shot my feet a hundred times
before i get so far-gone i don’t wanna
turn this to a bloody mess
going off the deep end
god why can’t i remember to eat anything
vision flexed
eardrums checked
can somebody help me
figure out where i go
next time
keep mind
that limping aint ok
no matter what they
why can't you see
eventually is just a
figment of your
tired eyes
realize
your bones are out to get ya
you wanna move but they won’t
let ya go outside
don’t want to hide
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2. |
BEREAL
02:57
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im so sick n tired of
puttin on a face
BE REAL
when all i wanna do
is simply talk to you
I’m just so afraid of
the time of yours i’ll waste
BE REAL
when all i wanna do
is really talk to you
dont wanna be a burden
but damn I’m really hurtin
and even when I’m not
it just feels like a lot
i swear to j mascis
im not tryna stress you out
look through my dirty glasses
can’t you see I’m full of doubt?
i just fail to speak when i
feel the need i don’t know why
i just fail to speak when i
feel the need i don’t know
im so sick n tired of
puttin on a face
BE REAL
when all i wanna do
is simply talk to you
I’m just so afraid of
the time of yours i’ll waste
BE REAL
when all i wanna do
is really talk to you
lovely
is all that i want to be
comfy
is all i want you to be
i need
the sense to truly believe
my me deserves your admiration
lock it up
and throw away the key there’s
people in my head that’s
sposed to be me so
why must i divide decide which
side to pride a line i can’t find
amplitude increasing
can’t attenuate your feelings
SPEAK UP
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3. |
CHUMPED
04:52
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ROSE GLASSES
GIVING FREE PASSES
TELL MYSELF ITS FINE
THEY’LL STAY IN LINE
SIGHT CLEARING
COLOR SEARING
RETINAS CANT HANDLE YOU
WITH THE FILM OF CLOSENESS NOW REMOVED
HOW COME ITS SO EASY TO LET
PEOPLE BE SO SLEAZY
APPEASING PROJECTIONS WRECKS YA
EVEN IF FACTS TEND TO STRESS YA NOW IM
IM SCREAMIN OUTSIDE MY HEAD
WHY WONT I JUST GO TO BED
HEAD STARTS SPINNIN WHEN I
SEE THROUGH NO RED
feel like I’ve been
here before i
write again
another end in my
memory fading fast
always lingering
NO GLASSES
NO MORE FREE PASSES
KNOW THAT ITS NOT FINE
ANYONE CAN CROSS THE LINE
SIGHT CLEARING
COLOR STILL SEARING
RETINAS NOT HEALED
NOW ALL I DO IS FEEL
DONT LET IT BE EASY TO LET
PEOPLE BE SO SLEAZY NO
APPEASING PROJECTIONS NO FLEXIN
ALWAYS ASSESSIN MESSES
IM SCREAMIN OUTSIDE MY HEAD
WHY WONT I JUST GO TO BED
HEAD STARTS SPINNIN WHEN I
SEE THROUGH NO RED
HOW IS IT NOT ME
can’t help guilty feelings
can't help hindsight
can't help denying with all your might
can’t help betraying what you know to be true
and all just because these people claim to know you
take a step back from relationships
and look at what remains
just a couple of perceptions
trying desperately to tame all the
fear associated with
existing on this plane
its so easy just to let this slip out
side of the frame
CHUMPED AGAIN
WHERE’S MY FRIEND
CHUMPED AGAIN
WHERE’S MY FRIEND
ALL LOOSE ENDS
NO LOVE SENT
ALL LOOSE ENDS
NO LOVE SENT
CHUMPED
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4. |
enter->_thewavyzone_
05:06
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what’s that boy
why don’t you be a man
clearly that's the plan
what’s that girl
why don’t you set this straight
try to extrapolate
what’s that you
standin over there
lookin scared
feelin terrified of
what’s inside or
actually the
inwardly and outwardly
way you’re perceived in
real time feels like
constant struggle
no rebuttal
silence falls
on me
myself and i
don’t get along that well
im tryna hide
hoping that it’s just a spell
til i find my pride
at the bottom of this well
i think I’m tired
of feelin like a fuckin shill
what’s that boy
why don’t you be a man
clearly that's the plan
what’s that girl
why don’t you set this straight
try to extrapolate
what’s that you
standin over there
lookin scared
feelin terrified of
what’s inside or
really just me
i don’t know how to feel free
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
SO TELL ME HUH
YOU FEEL THIS WAY BEFORE
IS THIS REALLY SOMETHING
YOU’VE IGNORED
IS IT TRULY SOMETHING YOU FEEL
BE REAL
OR ARE YOU TRYNA PROVE YOU
KNOW YOU SPEAK TRUTH
I WANNA SETTLE THIS
I DONT WANT TO PRETEND
DONT WANNA BE CONSPICUOUS
OR HELP UPEND THE
STRUGGLE ALL AROUND ME
DISRESPECT THOSE WHO FOUND ME
I CAME FOR HONESTY
AND NOW I FEEL I HAVE TO LEAVE
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
if i could just exist without a form
if i could just float above the floor
if i could just exist with no vessel
blocking me stopping me
mocking me toppling me
down to the ground
maybe id feel at ease with me
maybe id feel at peace with me
maybe id maybe id
maybe
maybe id feel like its not so wrong
to view myself the way i do
maybe id feel like its not so wrong
to not put thought into the
way i come across to you
the way i look to you
the way i take up space but
now that’s something i just cant erase
i accept i have to live with me
i accept i have to be seen
i accept i have to live within this vessel
even when its fuckin stressful
to walk further than the threshold
go outside don’t hide find peace stand up
find ease be free fight for me fight for me fight
really i feel like its not so wrong
to view myself the way i do
really i feel like its not so wrong
to not put thought into the
way i come across to you
the way i look to you
the way i take up space but
now that’s something i just cant change
really i know that its not so wrong
to view myself the way i do
really i know that its not so wrong
to not put thought into the
way i come across to you
the way i look to you
the way i take up space but
now that’s something i won’t change for you
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5. |
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comfort
fleeting
explanations
proceeding
every thing i
say do act feel
none of this seems real
fifty feet from my eyes
so much room to let in lies
so much room to let in lies
i cant be true
but i swear it’s not just you
I’m lying
to myself
and it’s something i can help
just don’t talk to me
I’m lying to myself
and it’s something i can help
just don’t talk to me
LIES
YOU NEED THAT SWEET SWEET VALIDATION
YOURE NOT ABOVE THAT
SO WHAT IS HONESTY
CAN YOU BE HONEST IN THE FACE OF QUESTING FOR POSITIVE FEEDBACK
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU FELT TRUTHFUL
REALLY
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU FELT SINCERE
REALLY
IF WE’RE TALKING ABOUT HONESTY
YOU ALWAYS FEEL WRONG
YOU ALWAYS ACCEPT BEING WRONG IN YOUR EYES
AND EVEN WITH THAT VALIDATION YOU CRAVE
YOU SHIT ON YOURSELF
WHY
CAUSE IT MADE YOU FUCKING THINK
JUST BECAUSE IT MADE YOU FUCKING THINK
HOW BOGUS IS THAT
HOW INSINCERE IS THAT
WHY CANT YOU JUST ANYTHING
JUST TELL THEM
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6. |
iamyoursorrow
01:52
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don’t feel right
hate the sight
why is that me
blank wall
eyes fall when
feelin tall aint
right at all my
face sinks
takes a drink
this isn’t nearly as
bad as you think it is
fear of justifying whining
fear of inconvenient
crying out
scratching bleeding
not quite healing
ticks are feeling
all too natural
I JUST WANNA FEEL RIGHT
IN MY BODYYYYYYYY
WHY DOES IT CONSTANTLY
FIGHT MEEEEE
THIS DONT FEEL RIGHT
IT DONT FEEL RIGHT
I DONT FEEL RIGHT
IN THIS THING I
CANT GET A GRIP
I JUST SLIP
WEAK WRISTS
FALLING TOP THE
THINGS I LOVE
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