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summer of flies

by CYBERBULLY

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1.
FLIES 05:26
i can taste the hate cutit likea thick cake i can feel the weight you really let that shit bake I can feel the vibe in every step you take i can hear I in every word you say it’s sickening this bickering you're snickering im done and as i say goodbye you step away and have to play nice once more i just can’t deal with your whole spiel anymore why not be helpful? let others in this constant flexing is really wearing thin you don’t even care to know bout the people that you talk at’s day don’t even care to show that you know their name i can taste the hate cutit likea thick cake i can feel the weight you really let that shit bake I can feel the vibe in every step you take i can hear I in every word you say it’s sickening this bickering you're snickering im done damn it’s cloudy in here where did you go? lost in a sea of messes fucking predictable bottles congregating filling up my little home they don’t pay rent but hey it helps me not feel so damn alone time after time again i get in line again at the corner store with nothing good to eat but at least i got my peachie os day in day out again i just get high again lay in bed so long no energy to find tryna hit the grind till i can’t no more I see the emeralds in your eyes all i wanna do is shine alliwanna do is shine i just wanna shine for you When I look into the mirror all I see is grime idontwanna look this time all I see is grime
2.
the look outside familiar sky abruptly falling back into that memory of what was me can’t perceive things the same now it’s different so distant please tell me why this happens every day it seems never mean to keep dwelling old smiles haunt me what could i say i can’t be brave accept my fate some ties refuse to break i’m getting tired of fueling fire these thoughts expired at least a year ago i can’t be brave accept my fate i can’t be brave accept my fate the love i gave don’t carry weight the love i gave don’t carry any weight don’t mean a damn thing I’m dyin in here this fire in here this suffocating cloud of fear is choking me it’s broken me hands tied brain fried can’t be rewired i can’t be rewired i can’t be rewired
3.
-shut_in- 04:08
if i had a list of things i managed to forget i couldn’t hide between the lines there’s simply too much shit paper full of black running out of ink this list is growing too damn fast i need some time to think and when i get to thinking my confidence starts shrinking how can you pass aloofness off to simply being busy? we all got lives and no time but other people seem to keep in touch just fine so where you at? are you alright? in the moment my excuses feel airtight but upon closer inspection I see in my reflection a human being with no real recollection of the truth the facts at hand that thing you feel like you uphold when things get bad but really who’s there for who? what the fuck do you do? sit around avoiding everything it’s bound to catch up soon I’m losing touch fold out couch is my new home always seem to be alone laying silently this is all on me just like that another day accidentally slept away all these memories i’m not making burning bridges ain’t the term but i can’t ever return all the love i get conscious is in debt again god i really hate to see bridges fall into the creek sinking silently never to be seen shut in life i won’t lie I’m hiding from you all missed your call turn the lights off keep the sheets on the window I’m afraid just afraid
4.
[mndrownng] 02:24
not much to say just feelin some kinda way these days keep passing by but somehow manage to feel the same can’t shake monotony it’s ridin on top of me stoppin me from makin leaps and bounds in life like i ought to be all the hypocrisy, is really getting me down if i practiced what i preached maybe id finally get round to droppin off this old baggage I still have around thought i lost it months ago but it was safe and sound much to my dismay but who cares anyway I’m just another stupid kid who really thought they had it made who really thought that if you said everything was a-ok your heart and mind would take the time to make peace and stay that way but here i am in bed again just listen to the kick again maybe if the song sounds nice these thoughts will get out of my head it’s never really worked before but i don’t believe in precedents at least not to the extent that I won’t try again I walk home with a slouch I stare straight at the ground Your eyes make my heart pound my mind feels like it drowned
5.
BOIL 05:08
when you go to clear off the stovetop and a kettle’s in your way always beware though it’s just sitting there it can burn you to the core foundation’s cracking underneath a looming fear that things aren’t what they seem even those who shout may bite the ear even those who stand up tall may slouch and go against it all and yet still claim that they remain a friendly hand to hold my palm is burning my skin slowly turning to the color of the flame you always hid to pass the blame but right whens things started getting hot you couldn’t lift that damn teapot the kettle’s bout to boil and you just can’t seem to make it stop now I’m not here to claim I know a single thing bout fearing for my safety on the daily but i fail to see how you can gleam with pride shit grin mile wide telling everyone it’s safe to speak to me you should confide you’re unsafe this place ain't safe oh look what a surprise you made this about you i know the scene’s your thing and all but did the situation call for boasting bout your space? or your superb human grace? took a picture of a sinking ship and cashed it in for an ego trip but that ain’t even the worst of it cause now they feel impervious to any second guessing of their actions or words again purge again you don’t really think you could never hurt again? well ponder hard cause chances are you already did you can’t hide water that’s bout to boil and if you try prepare to boil cause if you bathe in water that boils there’s turning back screeching louder I just cower Suddenly confronted with my focus fading thoughts derailing i don’t know this person in my room almost crying I’m denying things that have been said and done but never in a million years did I see shit like this coming from you guess it goes to show that picking people ain’t as easy as you think cause secrets crawl their way through fields of lies to stay that way but stoves on you’re gone house is burning down to the ground kettle falling scalding calling out for help can’t justify can’t look at those eyes ever the same again

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this summer was weird

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released September 4, 2016

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CYBERBULLY Providence, Rhode Island

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