Losing grip on reality
So many days gone by
Lost weeks to this horrid dream
Gonna keep on failing me
Reactionary brains
Got a short leash
Tell myself it’s all on me this
Unrelenting lack of sleep
Anxiety depriving me of
Comfort leads to no release
No matter what i do it seems
Awakeness wont let go of me
The one thing that i know will help
I simply cant afford to get
Foreseeable future
Brain’ll be a cruel jerk
It’s hard enough to get through days
Without these horrible displays of
Bodily rebellion
Feels machiavellian
Fear of hostile takeover with
Ransom being mental health
just cant seem to find solutions
just cant seem to frame the rule set
Just cant seem to fake ways through it
Just cant seem to feel control in
MY OWN BODY
THE FUCK IS AUTONOMY
WHAT’S THIS BODY
THE FUCK IS AGENCY
Rich ambient whorls and dusty instrumental hip-hop beats come together on an affecting LP inspired by the American Southwest. Bandcamp New & Notable May 11, 2022