I
cant walk down the street
without getting killed
blood spilled
its hard to tell myself
to be real
don’t feel
safe with my mind
throwin shit at me
cant see
that these intrusive thoughts
won’t ever be
me
but where’s the line
i like to think i know but
this fascist bigot hind my eyes
holds a knife up to my throat
hostage
to my internalized hate
this person isn’t me so why
does this voice refuse to leave
tell me why
SELF LOATHING
IS EXHAUSTING
I FEEL LIKE IM
NOT FUCKING TRYING
Rich ambient whorls and dusty instrumental hip-hop beats come together on an affecting LP inspired by the American Southwest. Bandcamp New & Notable May 11, 2022