what’s that boy
why don’t you be a man
clearly that's the plan
what’s that girl
why don’t you set this straight
try to extrapolate
what’s that you
standin over there
lookin scared
feelin terrified of
what’s inside or
actually the
inwardly and outwardly
way you’re perceived in
real time feels like
constant struggle
no rebuttal
silence falls
on me
myself and i
don’t get along that well
im tryna hide
hoping that it’s just a spell
til i find my pride
at the bottom of this well
i think I’m tired
of feelin like a fuckin shill
what’s that boy
why don’t you be a man
clearly that's the plan
what’s that girl
why don’t you set this straight
try to extrapolate
what’s that you
standin over there
lookin scared
feelin terrified of
what’s inside or
really just me
i don’t know how to feel free
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
SO TELL ME HUH
YOU FEEL THIS WAY BEFORE
IS THIS REALLY SOMETHING
YOU’VE IGNORED
IS IT TRULY SOMETHING YOU FEEL
BE REAL
OR ARE YOU TRYNA PROVE YOU
KNOW YOU SPEAK TRUTH
I WANNA SETTLE THIS
I DONT WANT TO PRETEND
DONT WANNA BE CONSPICUOUS
OR HELP UPEND THE
STRUGGLE ALL AROUND ME
DISRESPECT THOSE WHO FOUND ME
I CAME FOR HONESTY
AND NOW I FEEL I HAVE TO LEAVE
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
HEY YOU BOY
BE A MAN ALREADY
HEY YOU GIRL
SHAVE YOURSELF ALREADY
HEY YOU THERE
TRYNA BE CONTRARY
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
DON’T YOU THREATEN ME
if i could just exist without a form
if i could just float above the floor
if i could just exist with no vessel
blocking me stopping me
mocking me toppling me
down to the ground
maybe id feel at ease with me
maybe id feel at peace with me
maybe id maybe id
maybe
maybe id feel like its not so wrong
to view myself the way i do
maybe id feel like its not so wrong
to not put thought into the
way i come across to you
the way i look to you
the way i take up space but
now that’s something i just cant erase
i accept i have to live with me
i accept i have to be seen
i accept i have to live within this vessel
even when its fuckin stressful
to walk further than the threshold
go outside don’t hide find peace stand up
find ease be free fight for me fight for me fight
really i feel like its not so wrong
to view myself the way i do
really i feel like its not so wrong
to not put thought into the
way i come across to you
the way i look to you
the way i take up space but
now that’s something i just cant change
really i know that its not so wrong
to view myself the way i do
really i know that its not so wrong
to not put thought into the
way i come across to you
the way i look to you
the way i take up space but
now that’s something i won’t change for you
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